i know we both have alot going on right now, and i always listen to you when you talk about your problems. but the one time i come to you to talk about mine, you turn it around and make it about you again.

yeah, thanks for being such a great best friend.

(2 years ago)

y’all would be better off

if i just deleted. i can’t even count how many people i’ve hurt recently…all i can say is sorry, even though that word no longer means anything. but i can’t delete, i’m still holding onto that last shred of hope, that my husband will forgive me. and unless he doesn’t, i’ll still be here.

colby : i’m sorry for everything. i’m not going to say it was all my fault, because it took both of us to do this. but i am sorry. even though you aren’t, i’m sorry about the way it ended. i know we can’t ever speak again or be friends, but i hope you lead a good life, and i hope you and skye can fix things.

josh : i’m sorry i ‘ruined’ you. i’m not sorry i didn’t wait longer for you, because i love jack more than i ever loved you. but i am sorry i hurt you. i’m sorry you now hate me, and never want to speak to me again. i’ve always relied on you in someway, and now that you’re gone i feel empty. i’ll always love you, and i hope maybe someday you’ll want to be my best friend again.

jack : i’m sorry i cheated on you. i’m sorry i didn’t stop myself in that moment of weakness. i’m sorry i caused you so much pain. i’m giving you all the time and space you need to heal, and maybe someday you’ll forgive me. even though we’re still married and still together, i’ve never felt so apart from you. i love you so much, even though my actions don’t say that. i hope one day we can push all this aside, and go back to how we were. i’m happiest when i’m with you, and now that i’m without you, i’ve never felt more miserable.

(2 years ago)